hehe, i am not lazy to write all the diary, but i am BUSY! busy in what? busy in...

the time go back to the day 0 of Israel trip. after see her get into the waiting room, then i goto eat dinner with her dad. suddenly her dad has an idea to do minor renovation work to the their house, and ready to give them suprise when they come back from Israel trip.

the tasks of renovation works include:
1. demolish and upgrade the toilet attach to BIG didi's room, because that toilet did not put water proof layer before construction, mean the toilet cant be use since it was built.

2. upgrade all the toilet at upstair and downstair. total 3 toilets in the house, her dad decide to replace the old wash basin and WC with the new 1. also, put a new layer of tile onto the toilet floor.

3. unplant the vegatables planted by her grandmom and plant new grass at the garden beside the house. her grandmom will go to her house after church but her grandmom do not go church every sunday. her grandmom planted "ah po fan shu ye" (grandmom sweet potato leaf) beside the house, sometimes they do gather some leave for dinner, but not often. the graden is full of "fan shu ye", until if there is a snake hiding inside you also don know. her dad decide to unplant the "fan shu ye" and put some new grass there, so that they can play football there.

4. put new "sheet tile" ( it is not concrete tile but it is like carpet, i don know the exact name for it, sorry! hehe) over the living room and kitchen. the living room and kitchen are fixed with small concrete tile which is not suitable to walk without shoes. the small concrete tile is just like those old kopitiam or toilet tile. before put in the "sheet tile", we have to move away the stuff in the living room and kitchen. THIS IS A BIG BIG TASK!! because there are so many things in the living room, i have to check carefully what item is useless and i should throw it away. move away those stuffs in the living room is not hard, but the most difficult is to pack those things. i spend more than 4 days to pack the things in the living room and kitchen.

5. put a timber floor at the back of the house and setup 2 gym sets on the timber floor. at the back side of the house, it is occupied by 2nd didi's fish tanks, and alot of other stuffs. i really never have fish as pet before, so i really no idea how to move the fish tanks to other side. and i leave this task to her dad... haha... i do the cleaning and packing at the back of the house.

6. wash clothes and hang clothes. just a normal task, but it consume time too. also, wash bed sheets and blankets.

7. pack and clean her room. hehe!!


during her Israel trip, i am busy in cleaning and packing her house. but at the same time, i afraid that her mom will scold me why i throw away so many things... uh... scary.... but 1 thing i know, she will be very happy because i help her pack up her room. hehe.

for your information, this is not the Israel trip for me. i am writting how do i pass those few days in singapore during the period of her Israel trip. funny hor.. haha.


she went to Israel on Monday, 13th dec 2004. she went to Israel with her mom, her 3 didi. only left her dad in the house because her dad is busy in work. as she requested, i temporary stay at her house with her dad, help to take care of her doggy (yuan yuan) and accompany her dad.

i reached her house around 1030am that day, helping her check whether she packed enough clothes for the trip. also, helping her mom to clear the house.

that day is quite messy, her mom packed the house as much as possible until she bathed at the last moment before leaving to airport. but still, forget to prepare something for the trip, luckily just some minor things.

her dad drive a company PRIVATE BUS (i call it VAN in malaysia, they call it BUS in sg). the bus is big enough so i went to airport with them. we reached airport quite early, earlier than alot of other people who were going to Israel.

at the airport, we busy in writting name tag for the check-in luggage, busy in queue up for check-in... after check-in, then they went to waiting room directly because the tour leader was going to give a brief about the trip.

after watch them get into the waiting room, then i went to eat dinner with her dad upstair at the terminor 2.

when we reach home, then we wait for them to call back once they reach Bangkok, Thailand for the transit of airplane. initially, i thought the fly will take around 1 hour to Bangkok, but actually, the fly take around 3 hours ( i think..). we wait for the call at home, and try to call them after 2 hours but we fail to reach their hp. hence we quite worry about them. luckily, we manage to call them after 11pm (their fly was at 830pm).

remember someone told me that, the 1st three months of dating ("pak to") is most critical. if you can "suffer" the 1st three months, then this relationship can stand for much longer... of course, i wish my relationship with her is forever and ever~~ hehe. and YES, we happily pass this 3 months without much problems.

eh... don know whether should i post this here.... should i post some comments about her here? hmmm....

nvm lah, i think i should tell her what i feel about her is better than i keep it and suffer myself. actually, i already told her personally about my comment to her last time.

the most i feel pressure when i with her are.....


1. she want me to accompany her all the time!
this make me feel like no more freedom.

i was working for her mom, and usually, we finish job quite early (before 3pm). after that, then i meet her, at her school or at her home. and then i accompany her until 9pm then go home.

most of the time, i have nothing to do after work, so i don mind to accompany her. but sometimes, i feel tired and want to go home early to rest, but she keep holding me and don let me go home. oh ya, i was sent back to home by their parents, and this make me feel "pai seh" because i can go home myself actually. but everytime when i request to go home myself early, then she don let me leave...

one more things, even we meet for whole day, but she still want to talk in phone after i reach home... hmmm, actually, i don feel like talk in phone anymore because we meet for whole day liao, what more to talk?

i reach home so late until no time to plan the next meeting with friend.
i reach home so late but she still want to talk in phone until not much time to do things that i like, for example play games, MSN with friend... i still have to spend my time to bath, to wash clothes, to pack my room...

ai... i never meet my friends since long time ago, more than few months liao...

2. i always listen to her but she keep ignore my advices
this make me feel unfair...

she ask me sleep early and i follow her COMMAND.
she ask me go shopping with her and i follow her COMMAND.
she ask me eat medic and i i follow her COMMAND.
she ask me drink liang cha (herbal tea) and i follow her COMMAND.
she ask me bath in the morning and i follow her COMMAND.
she ask me do this do that and i follow her COMMAND... ...

BUT...
she never listen to me when i ask her to let me go home.
she never listen to me when i ask her to drink water.
she never listen to me when i ask her to stop doing blog while she got other things to do.
she never listen to me when i ask her to "ku chi" me when i cant suffer it anymore.
she never listen to me when i ask her to do anythings... ...

ai... i don mind to listen to her because she do that for my own good, but why she listen to my advices too?


is it all the girls like her? is it all the girls want her boyfriend accompany her all the time?
sometimes when i look at other girls, and imagine if the girl is my girlfriend, then what will happen?

... guess what i think at the end?

... ...

... ...

i am thinking that it is so GOOD to have my CURRENT GIRLFRIEND.
DON'T think that other guy's gf is the BEST. the guy may suffer somethings which you don know.
NO ONE is perfect in this world, everyone has their own black spots. to be BF GF, you have to learn to ACCEPT each other's black spot. it is the word ACCEPT, not TOLERATE!! (told by a age 30+, married guy)

NOW, i know her black spots, and i am able to accept it. and we are really LOVE each other so much!

thanks GOD gives me such a good GIRL FRIEND!!

i love you darling!! muack muack!!

hei hei, finally, ME and SHE together finally. I AM NOT SINGLE ANY MORE!!! I AM NOT A MONK ANYMORE!!!

i remember that last time when i successfully forget my sec school FEMALE classmate who i wait for her for five years, then i told all the PEOPLE, included me, that i want to be a MONK! and YES! i was really a monk for that half year... but after that, i meet HER... SHE turn me become a normal GUY, a GUY who needs a GIRL.

ya, i am not a monk anymore, since 21st JUNE 2004. this is the date she agree to become my GIRLFRIEND~~~
my FIRST GIRLFRIEND~~
yeah yeah~~
at LAST, i got someone to HUG...
at LAST, i got someone to KISS...
hehe...


QUOTE "The story of the prince and the princess"...
"the prince save the princess from EVIL FORCE, and then he marry her and live with each other happily... story end"

eh... is it really "the end"?
is it really happy forever and ever...?
hmmm......

at June 2004, she came to my house to watch VCD in computer with me.

she knew that i was so passive, if we want to have a brand new, a fresh romantic love story, then she had to be abit active...

usually, when we watch VCD, i sit far far away from her. but that day, she actively asked me sit beside her. so happy! :)

and then finally, we hugged and watch VCD together... *SO HAPPY*

and then, i asked for kiss. i asked her teach me how to kiss *SHY*
so lucky, she agreed. and that was my 1st KISS!! *SO HAPPY*

and then in the following days, she came to my house to watch VCD. and at the same time, she trained me NOT to be shy to hold hand, to hug and to kiss too *SO HAPPY*

story end here temporary, please wait for the next episode... hehe :)

although i got the "license" to hold her hand and hug her... but it was really hard for me to find a reason to start to hold hand or hug... i couldn't hold hand and hug her without any reasons... that was what i think... SILLY? for example, when cross the road, then i got the chance to hold her hand but din release after that... without such reasons, i was not dare to hold her hand...

after whole day outing with her, but i fail to hold her hand, then i felt that i was SUPER USELESS!! SUPER IDIOT!! SUPER STUPID!! SUPER SILLY!! then i felt sad when i reached home... and i started to think NON-SENSES, and hurt myself... my heart was so pain but fail to cry out... my heart was so pain so pain...

hei hei hei~~ sad story was changed to become happy story... :)

due to the dilemma question about "wait or quit", then she felt that i treated her warm sometimes, and treated her cold sometimes... and this hurt her and she felt unsecure if choose me...

but i knew that she was starting to like me...
in the MSN chat, she allow me to hold her hand when going out with her...

but me really USELESS... at the following outing with her, i also din dare to hold her hand... STUPID!! SILLY!! IDIOT!!

after many times went out with her, then i successful hold her hand at 29/04/2004... hold hand in SO UN-NATURAL way... so STUPID... my body became so HARD, so UN-EASY... ya... me nv loved b4... i nv had GF b4... that was the 1st time i hold a girl's hand, walk at street...

hold hand, then what is next? *HUG*

with asking permission in MSN...(again... -_-"), then she allowed me to hug her in the next outing...

/**sidetrack: like taking EXAM, C is hold hand, B is hug, and A is kiss**/

ok, i got the "license" to hug her now... but how to show the "license" to her when i see her? i was so stress, so strain, so nervous, and i asked her stupidly, "can i hug u now? i don know later i still got chance or not.." and i hugged her stupidly... for 5 seconds ba...

but... that was not a beginning of a happily love story... instead, i felt so sad in the following outing...